I am not afraid to let you see the real me. Most would tell you that I could stand for some reserve. I am impatient, lazy and lacking self control and I won’t deny any of that. I know who I am. I know who I’m not. So what’s the problem? If none of this bothers me, than why have I been dragging my heels for more than a year to create this blog? What is it that overwhelms me so?
The answer is simple. Not pretty but simple. I have no faith in the potential of myself. More accurately, I have no faith in my God. I don’t believe that I am gifted enough, witty enough, or qualified enough. Now, I am a firm believer that without HIM I am nothing. I’m just not sure that I truly believe the opposite. But that is the way it works. “Through Him ALL things are possible.” (Mat. 19:26) To believe anything else is to call Him a liar.
So from this day forward, I will not drag another heel. I will put one foot in front of the other. I will leave my insecurities behind. I will write this blog.